Last of day 6

So today is my last day here in the bay and I am so excited cause it means that I am one step closer. I am closing this chapter here! And so ready to start a new one! Tonight I have dinner with my mom and grams and auntie and some friends and then I am going to go have not my last but my last for a while hoorah here in the bay! Castro here we come! Before all that goes down though I have some last minute errands to do and things I need to get. And then I will be all set so after I get done teaching tomorrow I am on the road and I am going to be LA bound and there will be no looking back!! Yes.

So let me finish which some things I have to update you on like I promised last night!

We talked about Chrisi and my beautiful nephew. And after him I had to help her out with doctor appts and then taking her home and helped set up the crib all by myself. Even talking bout it all I want a kid right now lol.

Then xmas rolled around and that was fun I got to spend it with my mom grams and aunt up at our cabin and I could not have asked for more better quality time with my family. Especially with my aunt cause we are so alike and we don't get to see each other a whole lot, but god every time I see her I notice more and more how much I am just like her! So I had to leave the day after Xmas tho to go back and help Chrisi ( I'd do anything to help her) which ment driving for hella hours back and forth lol but it was fun. kinda. stayed the night at her house and finished the second book to Hunger Games that night too while she was caring for the baby! I helped when she would let me. and then finally went home to prepare for my cousins wedding the next day!!!

Omg this wedding was the best thing that has happened to me in a long time! I was in heaven being with my family, especially cause it is family I don't get to see a whole lot. Like ever!! So the reception was beautiful very elegant rose pedals everywhere leading down the isle and they stood in a heart shaped design made of rose pedals! She walked down to a beautiful song wasn't traditional at all but it was beautiful!! And people were screaming as she was walking down the isle (yes. I was one of those people) but it was fab-O-lishious!! They forked out a shit ton of money cause this wedding heard somewhere around 60 grand and had a guest count of like 380 people! Had two huge banquet rooms at a gorgeous resort (where we ended up staying the night) had an open bar all night long and let me tell you we took advantage of that bar!! When last call hit me and aunt went and order six vodka tonics! Three each! And they were not shy with the vodka! And because the father of the bride was well off we shall say people had brought hella weed and getting high omg I was just living that night everyone was dancing eating drinking and my family is so funny! My other aunt was telling us her sex-capades with navy men before her husband and men wold blow up her skirt! Damn I am going to miss her, and my amazing cousin who is such an amazing person another person I see myself in!! So then when the party ends ( and oh yeah this wedding was on new years eve going into new years) around 1 time to go back to the hotel with the famil we all shared a huge ass room with fucking memory foam beds it was amazing the decor and just everything stunning!! Well me and aunt and some others were not done partying and let me tell you we partied more with margaritas, then everyone else decides they all want sex so me and aunt are left in the halls seeking up on doors listening in . And ts one girl was get slapped and loving it! It was hilarious finally we sat down and just bonded and talked and so then around 4 we decided to get into bed of course being the last ones stand. Next morning met my cousin and the new bride down for breakfast hung out with them for a bit and finally everyone else was awake! Helped pack up everything and then aunt and I went to other aunts house with the family and stayed there till nighttime and had dinner and hung out! Night came and time to go! So much fun! Thank you to my family for being the most amazing people and st if you even want a good time come kick it with me and the fam! We have it all drama, booze, fun, more booze, laughs, singing, dancing more booze and smoking, we are just a ball!!

The next big event was my going away party at my grandmas house, it was a small soirée like fifteen people max, but that just what I wanted! My closest fiends and family! It was beautiful had both my nephews and sisters there! I missed Selina a lot too sad she couldn't be there! But omg when my sisters had to leave with both my little boys I sank inside I cried for what felt like hours, yeah I a little tipsy at the time, but omg I didn't want to let go of my little nephew and finally I had to say bye to the two girls who have been there for me, and know me, and I mean they know me I don't have to be afraid of being myself or what I say or what I wear or anything cause they love me for it and damn imma start to cry now but shit they mean the world to me and the fact I'm not going to be just a drive away is hard to grasp. They mean the utter world to me. Bt once I got done crying back to partying and did!! I guess I gave a free dance show at one point, I got my heels on too, I was mixing booze, It was just great to see the people that I care about and that I love and people that don't judge me and I can be myself all under the same roof it was amazing!! It will always be in my memory!! And I only threw up once! With all the shit I was mixing I thought it was going to be like all night but nope just once and then to bed!! My party in LA is going to be a different story though I can already foresee that night, porcelain gods here I come! Hahahaha it will be worth it though!!

So I got all the important stuff out I needed to let out, now I am off to finish my tasks and enjoy my last night here! Damn tonight's the goodbye to the family, need to get tissue!! Ok well I'm off!!