Home: London

Making a home

Well first off I have to say it feels so good to be back in London. I have been on the grind the min I stepped off the plane looking for places. But everyone that I have heard back from have their room an hour or more outside the city. Which sucks. Cause that's not what I am looking for. But today I found a place that is rather close. It's actually close in terms of the city and the school I am going to apply for! The only thing is its a little bit more then what I wanted to pay! But I think it might be worth it.i mean the area is nice the room is liveable, needs a gay mans touch. For sure. But also I can move in tomorrow which is perfect cause tomorrow the day at my hostel ends. And I am in major need of my own space. And how I would have a double bed. I mean I'm not going to find much better for that price and close to the city with the amenities it offers too! I'm going to talk to my mom and see what she says. I'm just nervous making my first purchase on my own. But yeah. This whole not working and money thing is making me extra paranoid! Once I can work and get an income I will feel much better. And I went to the bank to change to a uk acct. but I need an address before I can do that. So once I get that I can make another step! But I will also say I love It here. I love being here, I hope this all works out. Maybe im just being paranoid but it's natural part of me. 

So not gonna lie I'm totally thinking of Dom right now! So many thoughts are going through my head. Like what would we be doing right now? What if he was here right now? Does he think of me? Hmmmm. Damn. I love how he can still make me smile even though he isn't here. Just thinking of him, and smile. Still think its all a bit crazy but definitely a good crazy! 

I'm intrigued to get back to Internet To see what email I got. If any texts. I wanna know if this place is ment to be.cit feels like it. Being in my situation. But im just nervous and it makes me second guess. But fuck I just want a place, I'll have to get new blankets, definitely a, going to have my mom or grandma mail me a box with clothes and stuff!! Ugh I can't wait for more clothes and a washing machine! The place to even had a back yard! I just liked it. The two landlords were cool. The room is on the first floor and right next to the door. So I wouldn't bother people. I just seems like a good fit for me.and it might make me more cautious to not spend money and get work quicker. like a fight. I love a good challenge. And this would definitely would be one. Its not way over what my min looking price was but. I will definitely be limited for a bit. Well literally I'll be able to just dance and eat. That all the rest of what my money will be for. Well I also need to work on getting a phone, an oyster card, those are some other major amenities! At least what I can think of! 

I don't even know where the day has gone its already 1015 I just felt like it was 5 the last time I checked! Holy sit! And im actually kinda tired. Ohh I can't wait to go to my own room. Plus I got to be up early! Well well see what advice my mom gives me before I make the final decision. 

Final decision: moving in :) 

Funny thing too! I get to the hostel I got a text from Dom :) sigh and smile :)