DaNcEsUrFeR!: Second week

Saturday, March 31, 2012

Second week

Saturday April 31
Ugh I am trying to forget this past week by letting lose alittle this weekend and getting back to myself. And I'm trying to meet people by putting myself out there. I have taken class almost everyday this week was great cause my body definitely feels it and I love it. I'm sore bruised and loving everything about it!! Defo want to keep it going! I'm taking house today with my boy Ryan. Always a good class and a brain buster which I love! Cause I'm so new to house its a great challenge, and I love house and want to get better at it. I practice all the time!

Ps we got Internet in my house too definitely brought my week up, and just saw we got a microwave. Fuck now all we need is Tv, and the door locks changed and I'll be all good!

So another ay part of the week was seeing my roommate leave the house this weekend. She went off to go live an Au-pair for a family on the the other side of London. It is funny how close we got. I didn't think that I was going to become so close with the people here. Just thought it was gonna be like a see each other and pass by. Maybe say hello, but no we kinda became a little family it was and still awesome. But this n guy that moved in. Ehhh boring! No personality so far, and we all fun outgoing people! So it kinda brings the energy down! Defo not the same energy as before.

And I'm still on Dom! Nothing bout that has changed! Talk to him pretty much everyday! It really sucks! I really does. That whole saying distance makes the heart grown fonder is a bunch of bull, just hurts and sucks, but on the other hand guess you build thinker skin. Fuck I must have some hard ass skin with all shit I've been through lol. Defo not cute! Can't wait for my mom to get here so I can go back to Amsterdam and see him and get that kiss. And if you saw that gorgeous mouth you'd be wishing the same thing!

And yesterday was rather a fun and unexpected night! As I was looking for this bar I ran into my friend on the street. I made friends with him the first time I was here! Anywho yeah we spotted each other as we walked by each other! It was random so we went for drinks and then ended up getting drunk with a bunch of other people that he knew and I made friends with. They were all a very interesting crowd. I'm not a scene kid and rarely go out but if I did I'd have a feeling they would be the kind I would go out with. They all seemed like fun! But yeah such and random night but so much fun. And tonight I'm going out again, this will be my last time for a while! But going with my roomie and his friends to a bar. But hey I think I deserve it for the hell of a week I've had. And then this week, I have a lot to do! Got a checklist to get through! And dance my ass off some more. Speaking of dance got to head out. Got to hop on the tube. Fuck I love life here!!! Just a FYI! Lol

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alright, this is for those of you who are either reading this for your first time and have no idea about me. just have no idea about me period, or just have no time and you do know me but just wanna read this. haha. :P . anyhow I'm John, nice to meet you! and welcome! lets get right to the nitty and grity of why we are really here shall we. So I hail from the Bay Area up near San Francisco. i love it there! definitely one of the best places to be on earth!!! I have one mother andone father no step-anything. divorced. and then there is only me. between two parents who hate each other. awkward. lol. I will say though i have come to accept my relationship with both my parents and i love them both unconditionally. I've been in school for past 20 somethin' years, and finally just finished at Cal State Northirdge. i hate school. love learning, but hate school, I'm just no good at it. ha! but true, those learning disabilities are no joke. and the amount of drugs i did as a youngster didn't help either i bet! lol! hey,six and half-ish years into sobriety i can crack jokes and laugh about it, ok. lol. yeah that time in my life deserves a blog to itself. back to me now. lol. I'm at a point in my life where its time to be me. I use to be really fat had really bad teeth. (basically me finally becoming sober) and pretty much a lot of work later I at least have a little more confidence(still a work in process). Another I'm finally at a point in my life where i have been dreaming about and have been working to get to. and still i feel as though I'm completely dreaming and almost denying it is happening even though i am completely aware it is. again, i will get more into detail about this in the blog. so just hold the fuck up, alright! :P i have a dirty mouth and for about half the day give or take a few hours a dirty mind, so i should say now if you don't think you handle what i have to say id advise you to stop reading now. not to mention i have been told that i have a mouth on me and most the time i happen to be that guy that says all the wrong things at the wrong time, or always come out wrong. certainly something i working on cause im really not a dick. i swear. cause the point of this thing is to just say whatever is in my head. trust me its just as awkward for you as it is for me. trust me. I'm pretty much an open book right now, so nothing is off limits. but if this helps to understand where i am at in life right now; not only am i using this as a tool to record this era of my life, but most of this is therapeutic to me, and the thought of other people reading this and getting inside my head (if they understand it or not depends. lol.) kinda pushes some of my buttons i like. don't ya think? oh well. So if you didnt catch from the title that i am a dancer . then i dont know what to tell you. dumbass. well that is me. i am a dancer. i love everything about dance, i truely do I even went as deep as to , the feeling it gives me when i move, the amazing people you ge to meet, well some aren't so great people but we just wont talk about them. continuing on. the passion it fills me with. never knowing where it is going to take me. who the fuck could not love that. me. right here. yes me. i couldn't love it more and and i am ready for more. feed me. OK I must make a quick shout out to the three people who truly are I can even find the word. Ummmm. I must just say that these three people are my sisters, my angels, my world. I would certainly take a bullet for them without out even having to think twice. Chrisi & Selina Kayo, and Rebecca Dilg. I will say though no one get me like these three, the memories, tears, lies, sex, drugs (Becca was the good girl so count her out for this one),fallouts, and what-not. but as Kennis would say “different cities, same area code”! not enough could be said about these girls. they are seriously how I got to where I have today, they inspire me and keep me in that fight for your dream mentality. well on that note and being done with the emotional part i think i should stop there and just do the damn thing already...ready. set. go.