dancing around the #60

Yeah so i woke up feeling good. not stressed for a change. excited that i can actually go and dance all day.  YAY. what i have been waiting for. fuck yes. but i do have to bitch bout my internet it keeps fucking up. im bout ready to just toss this shit out the damn window. but yeah. so last night working at debbie was the shit not gonna lie. first i wore my pj's all night my batman ones, let a lone i looked a hot mess, but it worked, if you know me Im always a hot mess. but the night was really chill there great atmosphere with some great people. it really made me happy. but i am hoping i wont need to cover anyone anymore so i can just dance more before i am out of here. but if people need it i will not turn it down cause i can just save my cards for future usage lol.  but yeah i got to take a picture with one of my mentors, and if you are a dancer you should betaking this man class for he is not only an amazing dancer but when you leave his class you know you have learned something about yourself and you felt a growth. and that about what i am and that's whose classes i take from. teachers that i know i can learn from. and i remember a story Derrell had told me that i still think about when i go and take class. fuck i love what i am doing LOL!!! but i was all nervous to ask him for a picture, because im not a tourist, he knows me, and ya i was kinda baked at the time so my nerves got the best of me. anyway it came out as a really cute pic.

My mentor Derrell Bullock and me. I was so excited he said YES to a picture! 

then Brandi and I decided to do a mini photo-shoot in the office. hahaha good times 

Brandie my dirty devil slut woman and me. dirty-shes a freak, devil-just a lil, slut- puh lease, woman- all woman 

John: "MMMMMHHHHMMMM" Brandie:"OOOOOKKKAAAAAYYYY"
im going to miss her so much she gets me!

im really excited today im going to take my firsat tap class, vouge it out, add some hip hop in there. its a day of doing styles i want grow more into. that i know very little about and want to learn more and do more of it. just cause i feel like thats the kind of day it is. I can feel like today's classes are going to be a challenge but that is a good thing cause my brain could use it. Im not going to lie this is what i hate about being a late bloomer in the dance world, i feel like it took me so long to finally get to  this point where i can learn about dance, be able to dance all day, and just learn what it is that i have wanted to learn. high school wasnt enough that was just the beginning but it also wasn't enough for me i wanted more dancing, but i was too tied up being high , then college came and that was so hard, so many distraction came in the way, i got got a good step in the door with CSUN but that wasnt enough for me,  i was still growing growing more and more with modern and hip hop, i would take Kristen Lorello's class only and very randomly that was when she was at millennium, the dope thing was she always remembered who i was, and every time she got me with her choreography the meanings of her work. the movement was like me she broke me, sent me into another world that there was more to learn i was addicted. and i took it like for a couple months that was my first taste of dancing in a studio. period. and now i am in her class every Monday and Tuesday at Debbie's, until the forces tear us apart.  then only several months ago, once i started going to the studio more and more, thank god for the Debbie Reynolds Workstudy Program cause literally that blessed with the dream of learning. i started working there every monday my second to last semester in college (may) so going there to dance was still a little hard to fit in, plus with CSUN Hip Hop, but once i graduated you bet your ass i have been there pretty much everyday. and i remember what got me going to Debbie's in the first place was Derrell. I went to  take Matt Cady but he was out and Derrell subbed for him that night i was scared shitless but i was living. i dont remember if i even got the choreo but i remember that i loved it so much, the way he teaches, his words of encouragement.......anyways yeah that was kinda a whole story right there i hoped y'all enjoyed that cause i feel like i just went off right now...on a deep random in scoop to my life of some shit . but that brings me back to IM EXCITED to LEARN today! i hope everyone learns something today! oh ya im going to start reading the hunger games!! thank you to mindy! if you dont know what it is go and check it out! bye-bye!!