DaNcEsUrFeR!: 31

Friday, December 16, 2011

31

I got one month till I leave!!! Time is flying by. So fast. And I am glad it is!! But I got so much to to do before I leave. Mostly to do with the DUI business. Things like talk to a public defender, try to get classes done, cause I wanna leave on my date. I have a feeling I am going to have to now take a cut on places that I go visit cause I'm gonna have less money now!! That's the shity part I was hoping to leave with atleast 10 grand but now I don't see that happening I am going to have to think of plan B just in case!! I just want this all to be over with!!and right now I'm at the doctors with Chrisi because she is about to pop any day now an I can't wait to see my little nephew!! Come out come out!! Its going to be an intense month a I feel like a really intense month especially with my family being here and all the shits that's happened I'm going to get a lot of backlash from them for my decisions but guess what?!?! I don't care cause it's Mu life right now and I need to live my life according to what makes me happy and right now my eyes are on Europe. I am also working on trying to get some money by subbing classes and trying to teach while I'm out here! My grandma told me she was trying to get me job cause I might be here months longer.....I'm I think not I am going to fight. And fight hard to leave on time or shortly after cause I can't stay here for months longer. I need to live my dream! This will be interesting as time gets closer. Right now I just have every part of my body crossed and just praying and praying for the best!! So please if your reading put me In your prayers and let's hope for the best!! Which reminds me I have Skype now so if you do to please add me blazinjohn777. I would love to have everyone I can so I can keep in contact.
Sooo i have been dancing a bit more which has felt great i am goin to go again tonight i have been going to city dance down in San Francisco. And I like it there it's small but I like the vibe there. I have taken a hip hop class which was so so. I took this old school jazz class which wasn't the class I wanted to take that night but to be honest it was no e to go back to my roots. It felt good in my body and by the end of the class I was really glad I took the class. Took a really good contemporary hip hop class. With a guy named Kyle Limin. And i did some research and the guy is pretty big name in the bay area. and he gave me a good list of contacts to get a hold of to start subbing while i am here so i can make some extra cash cause lord knows i need it. He was good though i really enjoyed the short time i was in his class i will definitely take him again while i am here. I am gonna check out this other studio called In The Groove Studio. heard it was a good hiphop studio so i want to them out. and maybe my one day future competition studio. lol. i will say though it wasn't like my Kristen Lorello but it was good. Then again no one in my eyes will be like her class. Or like derrell's class. I'm gonna look at another studio ODC in the city and see what classes they offer. I heard it was good. But we shall see.

i also had a great breakfast with my mom. my mom is such a great woman. i admire her so much. i see myself in her so much. but she let loose this morning at breakfast. we went to this old place called the Talk of Broadway. definitely a towney place. but good food. old school style. my mom and I GRUBBED! it was fun and we shared a milkshake. she has been really nice to me while i have been home. definitely a different sight to see. but i like it a lot. and she is kinda warming up to me going its not as big of a temper tantrum when it is brought up. lol. when she gets upset i cant help but laugh sometimes cause i think it is really cute. its like the mommy pout face. it has its powers though. that face can be dangerous. like makes you not move a muscle. Mothers have powers man its crazy. especially mine. haha. love her.

I got to pick up my aunt from the airport tonight so I am hoping I can take a class but we shall see. oh wait she missed it. when when she will get in now?

And I just want to say something before I go. I may write things on here people don't like. I'm going to do my best to keep as edited as I can about names and things. But this blog is my diary and I am a truthful person so if you don't like what I have to say then maybe you shouldn't be reading this! Just saying lol!

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alright, this is for those of you who are either reading this for your first time and have no idea about me. just have no idea about me period, or just have no time and you do know me but just wanna read this. haha. :P . anyhow I'm John, nice to meet you! and welcome! lets get right to the nitty and grity of why we are really here shall we. So I hail from the Bay Area up near San Francisco. i love it there! definitely one of the best places to be on earth!!! I have one mother andone father no step-anything. divorced. and then there is only me. between two parents who hate each other. awkward. lol. I will say though i have come to accept my relationship with both my parents and i love them both unconditionally. I've been in school for past 20 somethin' years, and finally just finished at Cal State Northirdge. i hate school. love learning, but hate school, I'm just no good at it. ha! but true, those learning disabilities are no joke. and the amount of drugs i did as a youngster didn't help either i bet! lol! hey,six and half-ish years into sobriety i can crack jokes and laugh about it, ok. lol. yeah that time in my life deserves a blog to itself. back to me now. lol. I'm at a point in my life where its time to be me. I use to be really fat had really bad teeth. (basically me finally becoming sober) and pretty much a lot of work later I at least have a little more confidence(still a work in process). Another I'm finally at a point in my life where i have been dreaming about and have been working to get to. and still i feel as though I'm completely dreaming and almost denying it is happening even though i am completely aware it is. again, i will get more into detail about this in the blog. so just hold the fuck up, alright! :P i have a dirty mouth and for about half the day give or take a few hours a dirty mind, so i should say now if you don't think you handle what i have to say id advise you to stop reading now. not to mention i have been told that i have a mouth on me and most the time i happen to be that guy that says all the wrong things at the wrong time, or always come out wrong. certainly something i working on cause im really not a dick. i swear. cause the point of this thing is to just say whatever is in my head. trust me its just as awkward for you as it is for me. trust me. I'm pretty much an open book right now, so nothing is off limits. but if this helps to understand where i am at in life right now; not only am i using this as a tool to record this era of my life, but most of this is therapeutic to me, and the thought of other people reading this and getting inside my head (if they understand it or not depends. lol.) kinda pushes some of my buttons i like. don't ya think? oh well. So if you didnt catch from the title that i am a dancer . then i dont know what to tell you. dumbass. well that is me. i am a dancer. i love everything about dance, i truely do I even went as deep as to , the feeling it gives me when i move, the amazing people you ge to meet, well some aren't so great people but we just wont talk about them. continuing on. the passion it fills me with. never knowing where it is going to take me. who the fuck could not love that. me. right here. yes me. i couldn't love it more and and i am ready for more. feed me. OK I must make a quick shout out to the three people who truly are I can even find the word. Ummmm. I must just say that these three people are my sisters, my angels, my world. I would certainly take a bullet for them without out even having to think twice. Chrisi & Selina Kayo, and Rebecca Dilg. I will say though no one get me like these three, the memories, tears, lies, sex, drugs (Becca was the good girl so count her out for this one),fallouts, and what-not. but as Kennis would say “different cities, same area code”! not enough could be said about these girls. they are seriously how I got to where I have today, they inspire me and keep me in that fight for your dream mentality. well on that note and being done with the emotional part i think i should stop there and just do the damn thing already...ready. set. go.